House full of monsters

Shoutout Uzi for the collab his key

Mother serves me up on a silver platter
My dad wants my reality to shatter
Invisible wire tightens around freshly grown wings
It frightens me yet I prevail even when it stings
Parroting back sharp words of the monster with which she lays
She gets what she deserves, that’s why with him she stays
Awful monsters love each other because they see themselves in another
I will not allow their shame to taint those I aim to call a lover

Born a sinner

Not a child, but a tool
Lame court jester, funny fool
Use me
Break me
Bend my bones
Born with sin
I must atone

mother of none

Your hand on my back
Soothing deluding
You’ll shelter that back
Rooting consuming
You’ll keep a child safe
Craving estrangement
Until you can take
Enjoy your derangement

Wild water

Push my water into the mold
Boring monochrome norms take hold
You needn’t bother
Keep your hands
I’ve found the stopper
Made my plans
Wild water freely flows
Where we go
You cannot know
Tethers have been torn, unbound
No more monsters to be found

I need new pants

These pants are weathered, awfully thin
Beneath I have a second skin
You echo power
Control on a whim
I exorcise evil
A bacchanal of sin

True Self

I’m going to meet my true self
No longer collect dust on the shelf
Secrets you think I actually believe
You’re the first and still I seethe
Could you please just leave me be?
100 years spent fatally